Nothing much is up, weekends gone, flowers stink and I hope to get a cat. I really DO hope to get a cat.
And I should really do something about myself. I am almost fourteen, I can't cook and... Yeah, stuff like that, you know.
Talking about my age, my birthday is on the 8th of December. I don't know if I should do a party. My house is like super made for it, but I am also scared its gonna be a FAIL. A bloody, failish fail.
Inside, I feel empty, like missing something or somebody. I know, my problems are ridiculous compared to many other peoples problems on this planet. But I can't ignore them completely either.
I am hopping for better tomorrows, but everytime I wake up it is today.
Kayleigh (left) and meeeeh (right) :) <3
Also am not coming to school tomorrow :D. We've got this beach outing and I feel too weak to go.
See you in the distant future <3