13/11/11 _ when i beg to dream and differ from the hollow lies.

13/11/11; 1:10
Hey.
Nothing much is up, weekends gone, flowers stink and I hope to get a cat. I really DO hope to get a cat.
And I should really do something about myself. I am almost fourteen, I can't cook and... Yeah, stuff like that, you know.
Talking about my age, my birthday is on the 8th of December. I don't know if I should do a party. My house is like super made for it, but I am also scared its gonna be a FAIL. A bloody, failish fail.

 

 Skrillex is cool, isn't he :)

Inside, I feel empty, like missing something or somebody. I know, my problems are ridiculous compared to many other peoples problems on this planet. But I can't ignore them completely either.  

I am hopping for better tomorrows, but everytime I wake up it is today.

Kayleigh (left) and meeeeh (right) :) <3 

Also am not coming to school tomorrow :D. We've got this beach outing and I feel too weak to go.

See you in the distant future <3

JUDES.